Sunday, December 24, 2006

hoping for my own little christmas miracle

dear santa,

this year for christmas, i think i don't really need material stuff. i need all those little non-material things that money can't buy. for instance, self confidence, a renewed enthusiasm in life and the ability to handle situations that may otherwise overwhelm me.

christmas has come again, will be arriving in about 4 hours time but i don't feel it. it feels just like another mundane day in my mundane life. that's a problem see. i don't seem to get so excited about special times like this anymore. like that song: "where are you christmas? why can't i find you? why have you gone away?"

sure, you say christmas changes as you grow, your perception of those special days change. but i think, sometimes, it's like, i don't want it to change. i want it to be like it was years ago, when christmas was so much fun and joy.

anyway, what's really on the top of my christmas miracle wishlist is kinda predictable. i've been harping on about it for the past 6 months at least. firstly, i want to get good grades and maintain my cap score. then, once that is achieved, i want to apply to go for SEP and i want to be successful in my application.

so santa, how about it? do you think you'd be able to make my christmas wish come true?

love,
me

p.s. sorry for all the babbling.

No comments: